Friday, May 26, 2017

John Cassidy, College Calculus

But when motivation is missing, when people come into the system without believing that what goes on in it really matters, it’s hard to transform minds.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Empty

empty
Clouded thoughts
Focus run amok
Drowning
Scantly surviving each day
Week
Month
Chaotic core
Civil war inside
Fear
Anxiety
Self-doubt
Hesitation
Uncertainty

Ruling my life
My heart
My drowning heart

Please help God
Have mercy on me
I'm so scared
Running from place to place looking for any semblance of security, stability

Thursday, March 23, 2017

오랜만인

회의감
두려움
self-doubt
공포
daunting
impending ruin

wallowing in self-pity?

guilt-ridden



remorse.

I'm so sorry Mom and Dad

I wish I were better
I've failed and disappointed you both so many times


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학생답게

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