Sighs.

Feeling higher lately. For the past four days, more specifically. This boy. I mean, of course it's a boy. How cliche, yeah? I don't know. I'm falling too head over heels in like for him. How we clicked so fast puzzles yet amuses yet warms me. Smitten. Not good. Nonono not good... I mean, wonderful, yet unhealthy. His voice. His humor. Charm. Maturity. Depth. Complexity. I can't help but keep replaying the last time we sat in the car at night, guitar from the stereo, smoke... his head back, eyes closed, pensive, unmoving. The way he just let the cigarette burn for what seemed like ages... and...

Bury my head in my pillow out of happiness.