with my head in the clouds

im waking up fucking early from now on
the question is
how do i continue throughout the day at home without succumbing to the temptations of my warm, sunlit, comfortable bed? two hour naps are quite wonderful in the afternoon and i feel functional afterwards, the downside being the insomnia that follows once midnight rolls around.

nineteen going on twenty and still having trouble with finding a daily routine.

heres the other thing. i cant study without keeping a healthy diet, except healthy diet means i'll bloat to...any weight higher than my current weight. and i'm still fat.

so clearly, im much happier being a daisy buchanan than a marie curie despite both their pros and cons. yes, agreed. okay, fine. am i to be a daisy or a marie? the extent of my talents would stall quite soon as daisy, yet.. i can deliver from the outside. as marie, who knows where my limit would exist, it's just i'd be one homely duckling garnering envy for the daisies of the world.

how about jackie?

how about sophie.